Just Don't Do It

I found a bathtub.
I didn't find one, I had to go buy one..and then make myself stay in it.

Theres too much at stake.
But it kept my mind busy, which was nice.

Iv learned I am in a state of "extreme".
I went from never seeing a Tornado, to trying to run through one. One extreme to another, and I did this because I was scared of just stopping and being still.
My 'emotional feelers' are out, and they are reaching for someone to dream about.Think about.
Be close to. Cared about.
Im a lonely hopeless romantic..
...in a bathtub.